Sunday 22 January 2012

guess this is where it all started,the end of high school........

Have u ever been certain about what u wanted to become after high school and who u are? I was, or atleast I thought I was..I was gonna study medicine and become a doctor,problem was I didnt know where I was going to get the money to study,seeing that I grew up in a poor family.So i decided to take a year off and figure things out.It was great at 1st,partying all week or month and because of this sort of behavior and the fact that I was seen at alotta parties,people just assumed that i was a rich kid.I might have also given them that idea but im a social being.partying made me feel alive,made me feel like i was important and people loved me.But as they say ''all good things must come to an end'' I become bored doing the same thing every weekend...

Anyway I decided to go visit a friend of mine who was studying at the time,his name's Taylor.We'd talk about girls and his studies all day long and over night I some how developed feelings for this guy..Which was weird,I mean we're both dudes and Im not gay...But I couldnt stop thinking about him,when he was away on campus I'd spend every minute of every day wondering what his doing,who he's with and it drove me insane...Thats how all this began...